Mike p
12-02-2012, 03:11 PM
Hello , I am new too this site but since finding it, I am hooked. This site has really helped me realize that I am under full attack from the evil spirit, and sadly it's the spirit that usually wins. My eyes are opening more and more to this reality and I get so furious that I let this happen. It seems like the more I read the bible or this site, my mind gets absolutely flooded with bad thoughts. And my poison is pornography and sex. The worst part is that I am aware of the situation, yet no matter how hard I try to resist I always end up giving in. This site has shown me that I have been only fooling myself, I call myself a Christian yet I hardly read the bible and I must be controlled by evil sprits most of the time. So after that being said, I am really searching for someone to help me with a bible reading program so I won't just flounder around. My biggest issue is that I have Tourette's and ADD so I have major scatter brain. It's hard to focus and maintain a consistent routine. I feel that the evil spirits exploit my condition for their gain. Thanks for reading, mike.