Sola fide said, "It's not needed for God to be God."

That's crazy! So God can be Satan or something less than God?

"God does not desire all to be saved."

Certainly, Satan doesn't want all to be saved. Lots of verses support God is love and wants all to be saved,

http://www.desiringgod.org/articles/...ll-to-be-saved

Leighton Flowers describes your condition very accurately. "You have come to the point where you have been given over to your unbelief (belief in a false Christ). You have been handed over to your fallen condition where you have walked so far from God and have grown so callous to God that God gives you over to that judicially hardened state in judgment towards your own sinful desires so you are still under the wrath of God. You're under the condemnation of God. But that doesn't mean God doesn't have any desire for you to come to repentance so as to come under His provision of love and mercy provided through the death, burial and resurrection of the Lord Jesus Christ. This is what Calvinists have not caught the picture of. He has let you go."

2 Pet. 2.21 describes this well, "For it had been better for them not to have known the way of righteousness, than, after they have known it, to turn from the holy commandment delivered unto them" (2 Pet. 2.21). You've come to the door of salvation, read some Scripture, but you refuse to enter in, so you remain an unregenerate sad to say.