If you truly believed in the death, burial and resurrection of Jesus, that is the true Jesus, you would be saved, but sadly you do not since you worship a false Christ, because you deny the Triune God. Jesus said unless you accept who He truly is and confess to others who He truly is, He will deny you before the Father in heaven.

Paul never said everyone is reconciled with Christ, for many such as yourself still reject the true Jesus. This is how you eternally separate yourself from the love of God. Never do we find in the Bible Jesus is the Father, nor that Jesus is not God.