I do think there is some doubletongue in your comment.

In order to accept what God has done for us, we need to repent, opening ourselves to receiving the gift of faith, therefore and be converted: "Jesus came into Galilee, preaching the gospel of God, and saying, 'The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent, and believe in the gospel'" (Mark 1.15). "Repent ye therefore, and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out" (Acts 3.19). Conversion (salvation, new birth, regeneration, born-again) follows repentance and belief in Christ. God says search Him out with all your heart and soul, only then shall you find Him. "Today I have given you the choice between life and death, between blessings and curses. I call on heaven and earth to witness the choice you make. Oh, that you would choose life, that you and your descendants might live!" (Deut. 30.19) "For the grace of God that bringeth salvation hath appeared to all men" (Tit. 2.11). "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance" (2 Pet. 3.9).

God reconciles us to Him by what Jesus did on the cross, but this reconciliation must be received by us. Without us being willing to receive it, it remains unappropriated. Where your doubletongue is most apparent to me is in talking about reconcilation. We must reconcile ourselves to God by repenting and believing in Him. There is no other way. If you don't confess your sin and repent, the means by which to be reconciled with God, you remain as lost as ever, and have entered the heresy of Calvinism in which you claim you were irresistibly selected which is a lie. God gives us the free choice and does not irresistibly select anyone or pass over anyone. What love is that?

There are two righteousness. The imputed righteousness of Christ given to the saints as well as our own righteousnesses unto rewards. The latter flow from the first as one grows in Christ. If you overcometh you will receive the reward of returning with Christ to reign during the 1000 years on earth. If you remain a babe in Christ, a carnal Christian, you will lose this reward.

I've noticed those who don't accept the Triune God also reject Heb. 4.12 "dividing soul and spirit." When a believer accepts the grace of our Lord Jesus in being his substitute on the cross, although he may remain woefully ignorant of his being crucified with Christ he is given God’s life nonetheless and has his spirit quickened. This imparted new life brings with it a new nature as well. Hence there now exists both two lives and two natures in the believer: the soul life and the spirit life on the one side, the sin nature and God’s nature on the other.