The historical Jesus and the New Testament documents are the most attested to documented facts of ancient history. There is more ancient manuscript evidence of the New Testament documents and the Jesus they portray than any ten pieces of ancient classical literature combined.

There are a myriad of extra-Biblical sources documenting the life of Jesus, the miracles of Jesus and the resurrection of Jesus in your journey towards accepting reality.

Josephus AD 37-101
Tacitus AD 55
Thallus AD 52
Pliny the Younger AD 112
The Talmud
Lucian AD 150

"Now the Spirit speaketh expressly, that in the latter times some shall depart from the faith, giving heed to seducing spirits [e.g. Zeitgeist], and doctrines of devils; Speaking LIES in hypocrisy; having their conscience seared with a hot iron" (1 Tim. 4.1-2).

This "hypocrisy" is in having a doublestandard claiming Jesus never existed. Once you realize Jesus was a historical figure, I would be happy to help lead you to the next step.