It is not that you don't have a spirit of God-consciousness and to have the choice in being made in God's image, for obviously even you know you have such a choice. You are not a robot preprogrammed to reject God of the Bible. Rather, it is that you have shut your mind down to the 4 Step Perfect Proof if you still reject it. It is not that proof is even perfect in God's eyes for in God's eyes a thing can always be improved usually, but according to human standards it is as perfect as anything there is. That is, it is 99.99% perfect so close to being perfect, that is why you can't find anything wrong with it, nor can I. For example, in the Guinness book of records the lawyer who won the most legal cases in a row (245) has said that the case for the deity, death and resurrection of Jesus is the best case he has ever seen. I would agree, and he has more credibility than you, since you don't provide anything substantial. Again here is the 4 Step Proof as you seem to get away from it so easily in your head (speaking to someone who still has trouble accepting). Even most scholars (both Christian and non-Christian) are agreed on some basic things: that Jesus thought He was uniquely uncreated from everlasting the Son of God in the Godhead as One Being with the Father, definitely died on the cross, was buried in the tomb, the apostles thought they truly saw the risen Jesus as did Paul, and that they were martyred for proclaiming the resurrection of Jesus.

Let's review the 4 Step Proof for God of the Bible again:

1) If you propose an eternity of the past of cause and effects, we can say this is not possible, because obviously you would have had an eternity of the past to be perfected, yet you still sin, so this is not possible, and therefore, you had to have been created by the uncreated at some point. Given the exponential progression in our conscience these past 6000 years it won't take much longer to reach sinlessness in the saved. This is the law of calculus. Now considering Christ to all others we see He is unique, so unique in fact, none can usurp Him in all His qualities and attributes, therefore one would be blessed for receiving His atonement to receive eternal life.

2) The non-believer then says why can't it have started at the big bang or singularity all by itself? Because nothing in nature happens all by itself. Everything has a cause, so therefore, the uncaused must be the ultimate cause of all things, and none fit that description by comparison more than God of the Bible. You will find any discussion that ever takes place, the Christian always wins because we have the foundation of proof of the apostles in agreement they saw Jesus resurrected. Powerful stuff!

3) Ok fine, but I would like to argue against certain qualities of your god. Sure, you may do that but please don't argue against things of God of the Bible that are not His qualities because then you would be arguing against some other god, and that would be disingenuous.

4) Fine, but why can't there be gods creating gods in the eternity of the past so your God is created? Again, go back to step #3 because then you would be arguing against some other god who is created, and you would not be arguing against the uncreated God of the Bible which is His quality. Plus, the same rule of step #1 applies too that if there was an eternity of the past of gods creating gods then you would have had an eternity to be without sin. Yet you still sin.

Praise the Lord for this discernment!