bel,

You are not a Christian and thus seek to alter the salvation in the Bible. Yes, you are a reprobate.

Every person is made in God's image (Gen. 1.26,27) and the body was formed from dust (2.7). Since God is no respecter of persons (Acts 10.34), every person has an equal right to receive salvation.

God's purpose in creating us is to walk with those who would receive Him by their free-choice. You have made the free-choice for yourself not to be saved because you demand you are saved another way, by thinking you were a premade robot for salvation. God will never save a person with such pride!

Since you admit "people may not be robots," this proves calvinism is a lie of the unsaved tares, because calvinism teaches falsely that a person is totally deprave unable to choose to come to the cross as a helpless sinner and would need to be a robot preprogrammed for salvation in order to do so. Crazy stuff! And that means also that there would be humans created and designed just for hell without any regard for their choice. You ought to see how evil this idea is of calvinism and why you are such a bad person for believing it. It is the false fruit Christians can know you by which the armor of God protects us from you.

Those who receive honor are those who choose the Father's Son. You have not, so hell is for you. How truly sad I am for you that this is what you want for yourself and thankful to God that He will keep you eternally separated from His sons and daughters.